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Hi everyone) My name is Ivan . I'm 33 years old and im from Russia. I have 2 university degrees, in Public Relations and in Psychology - Sexology. Why im here? And what im doing with 2 Degrees on this site? First because i need some money. Second i love to help people. And more important i know how to help. I know for sure that all problems can be solved no matter how deep they are. A little bit of my story. Everything started when i was 20 years old on the eve of my last day of virginity. From that moment on my life went down. My first sex was bad realy bad.. I cant get my penis up. After first attemp i had few more attempts it went a little bit better but just the same.. Only my will and god helped me through that period of life.I kept trying trying trying. During that period of life i though maybe im Gay-or im not sane-or i have illness etc. One day i met a girl.. And my pennis started reacted on her)) But it was another period of my learning of human body and mind .. When i caressed her kissed her touched her my friend was always upright but as soon as i decided to went into her it went slack. I tried many variations but results were the same. I can ocasionally @fertilize@ here but it were through @torture@. And during that period i also kept trying. I decided to be alone and finally devote all my time to solving my problem. I was alone for about 6 years. I enrolled at a university faculty Psychology studied for 2 years. But after i graduated from it nothing changed it was worth, everything deteriorated : my behavior, my feelings, my appearance, my health , my desires.. I wasn't able communicate with people watch in their eyes i was aggressive etc etc. . And after that i decided to travel around the world to see other countries. I was in Brazil-Thailand-India-Vietnam-Israel-Ukrain-France-Egypt. This journey took 4 years of my life. And during this journey i found a way to solve all my problems and to find my way in life. After i came back to Russia i work in a small private Psychological clinic for a year (i work with obsessions-delusions-deviations all kind of et etc) than i left. It is not so easy to find a job in Russia thus i end up in Web-cam firm as a translator. I worked for two years with different Russian Web-models as translator(as i know i helped alot of man and woman during that period in the form of pretty Russian models). I left the firm because I despise their approach, i don't want to tell you about it. But thats the reason why i quit working on Web-firm. And decided to be a model. But now im here, I'm real, i'm not only because of your money. Im here because i know how toughlife can be.. Of course i can strip, jerk, pretend, dominate, explain how to jerk etc etc etc. If you ask me to i can do it but i prefer helping. But i respect myself and i won't do it for 3 dollars.

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